cause we had a good time, then it was sorrow…i call it stealing, you call it borrowed. so i want my heart back if youre not gonna keep it. if youve got no uses then im gonna need it, and someone else is gonna need it to.

A lot of the pain your experiencing right now is actually fear. Fear of thingd being different than how you liked them, fear of never finding another love, fear of being alone, fear of having to fill your time differently. We’re afraid of the unknown. The answer to all the questions swirling in your head—What will I do on weekends? Will I meet someone else?—is “you won’t know until you get there.” That’s hard and its scary. But for the moment you need to concentrate on what you do know—that you and he no longer share the belief that your relationship have a future. Its broken, and the longer you stay stuck in a dead-end relationship or spend your days mourning one, the less time you get on this planet to experience a great one.

I just want you to want me again

im sad that you left me. i try not to cry, i fail every time of course. its funny when we were together i never wore my heart on my sleeve and now that were apart my hearts like an open book wanting to be read. im so sorry for everything. im so sorry that youll never know how i truly feel…im sorry for holding back so much. im sorry for not loving you like i should have. im just sorry.

What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind…